Trance Experience

Buddha Bar is a lounge,chill out music which can guide you in a trance...
And trance is a state where you feel and all you can do is feel only...
Whatever you can feel , you cant express...Music is so subtle that you wont bother expressing it to others...

Those who have done yoga or meditation continuously and regularly knows what a trance is...Psychologically its an ASC (Altered state of consciousness)...
Zen says more you try to express, the more you confuse yourself and others...
So I am not trying to express this...

But in those moments you want to be alone (or need to be alone) and enjoy with the solitude...
I have seen listening to trance in the mornings or just after Yoga is the most effective way to drift into trance...

Last week I had continuous yoga sessions and one day after the practice i returned to my lappy to listen Buddha Bar. I drifted to a sleep, a sleep which you cant escape and so deep.
May be that was what yogis call yoga nidra or something...

I had tried to express this kind of feelings to others, especially my friends Arun and Rahul.
They usually scornfully or sneeringly pass comments.. They take it as a comedy or what i don't know. As usuall they call me 'guru' to poke fun at me or call mad..

Rahul may sometimes lose himself and will argue that theres nothing in this world which u cant express. I see in his eyes a disregard,anger and contempt to the existence - a typical existential angst. Arun is not behind in this regard. He is a evolutionary specialist. He wants to explain everything with evolutionary developments - all hypothetical and not proved. He recommended a book by great biologist Richard Dawkins - The Selfish Gene. It is at my home. Next month when i go home I will take it for a reading for sure.

For a long time I miss that sleep or state. Due to hectic life in Spjimr i have been missing yoga for 3 days. At last i waked up today early and went yoga. In Yoga Bharati (my yoga practising center). i have seen some kind of instructions going on by my yoga master to interested students.. I heard some words of his dictation from distance like 'vital force' and yoga is all about 'controlling the vital force'.. i don't want to miss yoga anymore.

Regards
Jo